Having a bad day over nothing. It's just one of those days the rain pours when you step out of the house. The cab driver makes the wrong turn. You get up from your seat to buy a drink and the guy clears your plates even though you're half done and your belongings are still on the table. The guy in the queue stands so close to you while you're buying a drink that it's uncomfortable. Your boyfriend just gets angry that you're upset and makes you feel worse tht he doesn't understand. He thinks I have bad days everyday. Only knows how to emphasize on the bad days it drives me nuts. Thinking about work tomorrow and about how understaffed we are. No one cares not that I expect them to. You want to be alone but get guilt tripped into going somewhere else. Have diarrhea after your meal. Try to take a shit but can't because there are Indian people screaming to each other even though they're havif a normal conversation. The sound echoes off the walls and it rings in your head. Fuck me man. I think it's the hormones.
Praying for a better day tomorrow. So over today.
